The Thawing Winds Of The Morning Sun

by Through Chaos & Solitude

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1.
Constant struggle of the mind and the heart Constant suspense of the body and the mind Persistency in the thought - restlessly moving on Intransigence of the soul… Put my heart and mind to rest So be it that I won’t destroy myself Put it all to an end So that I can finally sleep So that I can finally sleep, for that it will be the cure So that I can eventually stop to agonize myself And so I just clear my head So that the heart is bound to follow And so I just clear my thoughts And hope for everything to go back to normal Just further proof of how pathetic I am Just further proof of that I’ll never be good enough Constant struggle of the mind and heart Constant suspense - of the body and mind Persistency in the thought - restlessly moving on Intransigence of the soul… My life, my heart - for am I just a vessel? Did I ever understood anything at all? Then what is my hand for? And what is my heart for? And why am I here? Why am I here? And is it ok for me to be here?
2.
Forever walking through the valleys of midgard Seeing the faces of the fortunate ones Pretending I would feel the same Until your face eventually puts me out... All I asked for was one last battle, one last try But you denied me the right to stay and fight And so I had to wander of in the night, all on my own And deep in the woods of my mind frost conquered my soul Now there is an eternal winter in my heart Unable to feel and unable to love But no ice will ever freeze the memories that we once shared And no fire's strong enough to thaw of the glacier that was once my heart Nothing but your warmths will ever reach to me again This suit of armor I built myself is strong and hard to bear Only you would be able to strip it off of me But the look in your eyes does only make it bind I found myself in Jötunheim not knowing who to fight Afraid that I might become what I once despised Hate and anger fulfill my mind, the Ifing I will cross To raid on Asgard, the realm of gods, for there is nothing that I have not yet lost Immortality - but I'm unable to feel Limbs are freezing off - but I'm unable to die For this eternal winter is my curse Unable to feel and unable love Forever walking through the valleys of midgard Seeing the faces of the fortunate ones Pretending I would feel the same Until your face eventually puts me out of my misery One way or the other it will end just like it started One way or the other it will end with you...
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Evolution has brought us so far And still - look where we are Creating life and taking life All in the same conceited breath We are appointing ourselves to gods Whereas declaring him for dead If this is the best we can be Then please let it end with me Evolution has brought us so far… And by the thawing winds of the morning sun, I pray that our existence will be washed away by dawn Let the tide rise above Under a sea of our own greed Oh but I still can’t see How this evolution has brought us so far Creating life and taking life But denying the results and continue to thrive I am raising myself to god (but god is dead) Cause this is the best I can be (and still I'm disappointed) We have reached our goal (but we will never be satisifed) Our purposed has been served (and still we continue to thrive) But still I can’t believe that this is the existence that shall be We are not the existence that shall be (I can't believe) If this is the best we can be Then please let it end with me I am disappointed in us, I am disappointed in me If we’re not here for a reason, what is the existence that shall be? Is this really the best that we can be? Then please have mercy and let it end with me

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TCAS is Tim Rule on Vocals, Guitars & Bass (and Key's)
and Sebastian D. on Drums. All Music and Lyrics by Tim Rule.
Help with arrangements and drums of Song 2 by Adrian B.
Help with arrangements and Key's of Song 2 by Matze B.
All mixing and mastering (which is poorly done) by Tim Rule.
Cover Art by Pottriot Illustrationen. Layout and editing by Tim Rule.

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released February 1, 2017

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